Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Buzzing/Electric Currents in Brain and Heart

Since March of 2011, I have had electric current sensations in my brain, heart, and skeletal frame. At times, it feels like I swallowed a cell phone set on vibrate.

Right now, it feels like I am being "pinged" with electrical sparks. I hate it. I cry over it every day. I forget things a lot because of it.

Most of the time, it is worse on the left side of my brain, but today, for some reason, it decided to switch sides and is now pinging the right side of my brain more. Remotely controlled monitor?

Plus, I have the constant beeping in the background like a heart monitor would make.

Because of all this, my health has declined. I have gained 60 pounds, become border-line diabetic, cholesterol has soared to 300, and I have now have heart disease.

All because my family refused to help me escape my stalkers. They would prefer that I  stay where I can be watched and die an early death, than to have me move out of the area.

Up until this stalking started four years ago, I had no history of mental illness. Now, of course, because my family refuses to believe this is happening.....they would rather believe I am crazy than believe that there are situations that can't be controlled.

Thursday, January 12, 2012

Brain Stimulation

Dr. Mercola warns that there is still not much known about electrically or magnetically stimulating the brain.

I, for one, would not opt to be a guinea pig for this.

http://articles.mercola.com/sites/articles/archive/2009/03/26/Dial-H-for-Happiness-How-Neuroengineering-May-Change-Your-Brain.aspx

When I Die I Still Want to be Me

Now that they have made me ill, they think they can control me better. But,when I die, I still want to die as me.

I believe something has been put inside of me. I hear constant beeping and feel electric currents running through my body. My doctors tell me they have never heard of this, but when I Google it, there are literally thousands of people posting on health forums with the same symptoms.

It would be interesting to see how many of them have had surgery--making them vulnerable to involuntary implants of some kind.

This has changed my life. I used to be a happy go-lucky person. Now, I can't do any of the things that made life enjoyable--swimming, hiking, biking, even just walking.

My own family has turned on me. My youngest sister has called me horrible names and accused me of the most vile things. When I tried to talk to her about it, she told me she wasn't going to argue with me and hung up on me. Her mantra in life is "No drama." Which I find odd because she is the one creating the drama by calling me names and accusing me of things that are untrue.