Thursday, January 12, 2012

When I Die I Still Want to be Me

Now that they have made me ill, they think they can control me better. But,when I die, I still want to die as me.

I believe something has been put inside of me. I hear constant beeping and feel electric currents running through my body. My doctors tell me they have never heard of this, but when I Google it, there are literally thousands of people posting on health forums with the same symptoms.

It would be interesting to see how many of them have had surgery--making them vulnerable to involuntary implants of some kind.

This has changed my life. I used to be a happy go-lucky person. Now, I can't do any of the things that made life enjoyable--swimming, hiking, biking, even just walking.

My own family has turned on me. My youngest sister has called me horrible names and accused me of the most vile things. When I tried to talk to her about it, she told me she wasn't going to argue with me and hung up on me. Her mantra in life is "No drama." Which I find odd because she is the one creating the drama by calling me names and accusing me of things that are untrue.

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